you left me worry....

i woke up early today, as i have to present today about a case study involve gambling going on global...i prepared it till late night....but manage to finish it...so i am very tired...so i left you a message that i already left the house...in case you are worry...no matter how tired...i still remember to left you a message...for me a simple message will do...you never reply...i assume that you are having class...so i didn't mind too much....after my presentation...i message you again...then, you still didn't give me any respond...until i reach home at 1 pm...i am worry sick...i thought anything happen to you...i call you a few times you never answer...i am tired...i am worry...i cant rest...by the time you respond...you said you are sorry...you left you phone in your bag...haih....what else can i say...i am far away from you...i cant stop hearing from you....that's the only way to ease my mind...i am sorry...i scare i am too emotional to continue our conversation...so i lied to you..i told u that i am going to take a nap...but the truth is...i cant even rest my eyes...i tried to handle it myself...try my best to don argue with you....but feels like a stone in my heart by not tell you how i felt...so i told you....i hope you are not mad...but i am really trying very hard....sorry......