recently, very stressful...because of work, because of boss, because of her....we work together at first as consultant....she abit slow to adapt this, i can handle it fast...in fact, i manage to achieve the company's top sales for my first month there, but she a bit lag off...she don like my boss, but every time she did something wrong, my boss will stress me....is like my boss hired her bcoz of me....i don wan her to be humiliate like that, so i have to change her, train her myself....but when facing me time, she cant be serious, because she don like my boss, she also not sincerely wanna learn, all is because giving me face only do...do what they don wanna do....but how does that makes me feel??? i tried to work it out...but u all keep fucking me up....1 keep showing me faces, the other 1 keep complaining almost everything they did...at office see boss face, reach home hear her says...i cant stand this la...
boss, is memang materialistic, you give the result...they happy, don care la how u do it....this is boss, every boss in the world is the same....
her, because she don like them, everything they did, she will complaint...she will unhappy...what she did was, on the spot she will call her friend to complaint about it...then show me face and that bad ass atitude...wat the fuck i did wrong i also donno....wat does that makes me feel??? anyone think about that?? no one, cos everyone just noe how will they feel, no one thinks about what you will feel, even they tell u "i love you" everyday....and pay you to work, they are suppose to don care how u feel....if know this cannot work out rite...just terus tell me, i can accept it...don because of give me face do things you all don want to do...bcoz make me feel like crap....
recently alot of road shows have to attend....all around malaysia...yes, we will keep being apart...just bcoz i didnt show i was sad about it...doesn't mean i am happy about it...even if i am sad, life is too short to complain about something you need to do...in this world,to be easy, u need to go through hardship...not everything you do will be easy, especially earning money...
in your blog, u said u wont bising when u go admin, if you still bising, u ask me to leave you...i told u, i noe you too well, if the thing is hard for you, u sure will bising....this is you...in study, work, in ur life...u cant handle hard things well, for you to noe, i am not complaining, i am just telling you...when u face hard things, u don like to find a way to make it easier for you....you just going through it in a strait line only, donno how to pusing abit...ppl say this then u just do this only....donno la, maybe is ur fate la just enjoying life....but not mine la...i have to work, even the work how fucked up...i have to work la...u might have chance to find others jobs....u have diploma...for me, now i have to do....just hope u understand....but if you cant understand, i also cannot do anything ady... thanks for making me so sad today....good night....
